Of Wanderlust Or Way-finding
by Idinma | Jul 18, 2019
a voyage to the ends of the earth, across the sea
in search of something I'll know when I see
wonder and light to take the darkness away
20,000 steps a day, aches to keep my demons at bay
i used to think
there was such strength to be found
in traveling the world
i wasn’t wrong
four years three moons ago
but today
<for me>
strength lies in staying
in not running away
from my demons
<from myself>
except my demons and myself are one
enemy
<inner me>
one of these days, I'll find my way back to my song
to beats and sounds I imagine were there all along
just like life to shrink and stretch and twist and turn
a journey to soothe this life and its cruel slow burn